you say i am
you say i am grey. but i am the fog.
you say i am sloppy. but i am the water.
you say i am slow. but i am the mountain.
you say i am dark. but i am the universe.
you say i am floating. but i am the gravity.
Muge Yang
The Great Harmony
do not get angry, at least not on the surface. the surface has to be undisturbed. smile. smile. smile.
do not overthink, at least not overthink with your brain. the atmosphere has to be delightful. smile. smile. smile.
do not take it too seriously, at least not to the depth
Corridor, Plants, Alien
many times when i woke up during the night, i thought i was exiled. exiled from nowhere to another nowhere. continuously longing for something i didn't know. something a bit more grounded. a bit more unambiguous. a bit warmer. perhaps with a clear and visible end.
- (translated
Let’s Only Meet Once
let’s only meet once
no matter the relationality
no matter the causality
no matter the entanglement
let’s only meet once
let’s only meet once
then I can still be nice
and you can still be curious
there is still unknownness
when boundaries are still discernible
you’d
A Private Thing
don’t tell me to extinguish the fire of my desire
because it’s burning your normativity; you call it unrealistic
knowing that this unrealisticness is spreading warmth to this realistic world, i felt a moment of conciliation.
You see,
my desire, is mine; it has nothing to do with
Secured Area Z: Only Humans Allowed
In order to
fight
the dualism,
you
imagined
another dualism
a system
where human and nonhuman,
parasite and host,
Dirt and vacuum
divide each other
Like all of your other theories,
Like always,
Like
nothing
The Lengthy Rainy Season
I believe that always, or almost always, in all childhoods and in all the lives that follow them, the mother represents madness. Our mothers always remain the strangest, craziest people we've ever met.
Marguerite Duras
I didn't know that the tropical rainy season was that long.